His Name Is Ryan..

&& i really like him!! i first saw him when my 7th grade year ended. He's a year behind me so he was in 6th grade. Alright so i never really knew him.. i saw him at his 6th grade dance because i helped decorate and i stayed and took tickets and stuff. so then i saw him because he lost his ticket and i had to see if his name was on the list. he didnt notice me...i told my friend michael. all i could think was "this is it, and im never going to see him again..EVER!!" i regreted not talking to him. but then after summer passed and i went to school. it was about the 3rd day of my 8th grade year and ryan would be in 7th grade. i saw him at school.i ran up to michael and was all "omg remember that ryan dude i saw at the 6th grade dance?? well he goes to school here" and he laughed, i was soo happy but i still never talked to him, i was really shy. then i told my friend jennifer and told her not to tell him. so she told my friend cally jo to tell him i liked him and to point out who i was. h said i was too pretty to like him=) so he asked for her for my number and she gave it to him and he texted me.we texted all weekend.i was soo happy then i found out he had a GF. but we started talking more and hanging out alot.then he told me that i have the sweetet and softest voice ever. he also said that i had pretty eyes and that when people bug him to date me its starting to work, and that i make his day:) && he also was really sick one day, like throwing upand everything. he tried to hide it from his mom so he could come to school because he said that he wanted to see me. well his gf has been flirting with a bunch of other dudes and hugging all over her ex and she invited him to her party and hung out with him more than she hung out with ryan.and she was showing off in front of him. the next day she went to ryans party and made him really mad.so he said he's about to break up with her... and he's constantly telling me that he's thinking and when i say about what? he says "when your going to be mine" and i said "that depends on you" he said "i know" then i told him "my last bf, i loved him and we dated for 2 years but then he cheated on me and said we got old cuz we were dating too long" and he told me "i'd never do that to you, if we were dating id be very protective of you and wouldnt hurt you in anyway and if any guy tried to hurt you i'd knock him out" im telling you he is the SWEETEST.and he is the first guy i liked since i dated "mike" his realy name is garrett.me and him dated from 6th grade to 8th and he told me i was getting old and cheated on me.so yeah, Ryan actually is the first guy i liked this muchh since 6th grade.and no one understand, when i talk to him and hang out with him it just feels right:) like we were supposed to meet...and all this with garrett was supposed to happen and ryan was meant to be there to help me through it all.i just don't know how to describe this little butterflies in my tummy, they're nothing compared to the way i feel.