Saturday, November 15, 2008

about me myspace.

Hey there:) Thaa name is Alexiss<3 I'm a pretty chill teenager who happens to be in the 8th grade.I rocked this world on April 19, 1995.Do the math--I'm 13.yeah, i'm young, so let's keep our pants on here...I'm a loud person, but I can be quiet when it comes to secrets.i know how to keep them<3 I know what i want in life and i won't let any one bring me down. I'm not the type of person to care what people say about me, and I don't get into drama.I'm a generally nice person, or at least thats what i've heard..if you really want to know ask the people i hang with.i have 3 best friends.Mileena E, Erin C, and Valery P.They've been with me through everything.I'm a very random person, and i love hanging out and being me, which is the person i want to be.I have a slight problem with saying no..for example, say i have a cookie and you want a piece of it..i feel bad when i say no.so i ive you a piece.I am a little bit of a pushover and im trying to quit that.but do not take advantage of me because i will stop that before it even begins.i'm not one to get hurt easily.i keep my head up and my life together..i don't let myself fall apart in front of people.you will most likely never see me cry.Music is my main thing..i'm constantly listening to it.You will never see me a day in my life not listening to music.It's how i get my feelings out..by listening to a song that most fits my mood.i could honestly care less what you think of me or label me as.i know who i am, and how i act.Don't think that you are the one to tell me what to do or boss me around, i'll say it now.YOUR NOT.&& even if you try, that doesn't mean i'll listen.I do read, it's usually twilight:) it's one of my many obsessions:)well one of my two.lol.The other is Paramore. well, i don't really know how to explain who i am to you, all i can say is get to know me.that's the best way you'll learn things about me.otherwise, i don't know what to say.well, message me:) or comment.either one works.

Friday, November 14, 2008

saving for my myspace.




valeray writes;;

omg! i love this girl to death.she is my hard 2
core bestie and i love her more than you will
ever kno.she also is my hard to core patrick.
yeah but we have known each other for a lil while but
if you were to see us together it would look like we
have been friends since the diaper days.ha!
lol.she has always been there for me.and she always kos how to make me feel better..lol.i dnt reali kno
where i would be without her.she is juss amazin.
and i couldnt reali ask for anything else.
she is the cheese to MY macoronie!
iloveyoualexis!!
-valeray!!
[hard 2 core spongebob]




Erin Writes;;

Ahh! this girl is my bestt friend! We Are Like soo retarded together. :) but in a good way of course. lmao. but anyways i dont think we have even gotten into a real fight yet. :) so be jealous.. lol. she is like sooo funn to hang out with.. [whenever im not grounded] lol a&& she gets all defensive whenever i tell her she has a cow toungue hahaha its soo funny. :) oh.em.gee. and she thinks her phone is powered by coffee! =P but thats what i love about her. she is funny, trustworthy, smart (only sometimes.lol.), and pretty... :) i love you alexis *cough*cow toungue!*cough* lol




alex caissie writes :D
this is one of my best frinds ,,Iv know you for bout two or three years ,,we both love flamin hot cheetoes which is frikkin awesome,, you r a really good friend ,,we always goof off and have fun at school,you are a really nice person ,I hope we will stay frinds 4 a long time,,you friggin rock alexis ,,Im glad I have her in my life to and well Iv said only like half tha stuff I would say about this amazing girl right here but I think Im gona go ,so peace out alexis. <3


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and savannah says;;
You're my bestest friend and like a sister. You are the number one twilighter, besides me. And the way you just climbed over that chair was awesome! You are always there for me and I want you to know that I'm always there for you. When I'm with you whether it's goofing off or crying I'm never afraid 2 tell you anything! You have great taste in music 2!






so Raennen writes::


oh wow whats to say this chick here is ahhmazing i love her to death no matter what ny1 says about her...but of course...shes my emo kiddie..lol...ive known her 4 a lil while but in tht while we have become soo close n i love her i can tell her anything..n trust her wiff it...i knoe she wont tell ny1 no 1 nobody at all...cause she an awesome person like tht oh yea..lol..but like yea i love u to death alexxis n i hope u knoe tht...cause im ggood like tht lol...oh yea swining in a hurricane is fun yall u shuld try it sumtimed..lol..insider...well im gettin off here now ily alexxis oh soo very much
--Raennen

Sunday, November 2, 2008

His Name Is Ryan..

&& i really like him!! i first saw him when my 7th grade year ended. He's a year behind me so he was in 6th grade. Alright so i never really knew him.. i saw him at his 6th grade dance because i helped decorate and i stayed and took tickets and stuff. so then i saw him because he lost his ticket and i had to see if his name was on the list. he didnt notice me...i told my friend michael. all i could think was "this is it, and im never going to see him again..EVER!!" i regreted not talking to him. but then after summer passed and i went to school. it was about the 3rd day of my 8th grade year and ryan would be in 7th grade. i saw him at school.i ran up to michael and was all "omg remember that ryan dude i saw at the 6th grade dance?? well he goes to school here" and he laughed, i was soo happy but i still never talked to him, i was really shy. then i told my friend jennifer and told her not to tell him. so she told my friend cally jo to tell him i liked him and to point out who i was. h said i was too pretty to like him=) so he asked for her for my number and she gave it to him and he texted me.we texted all weekend.i was soo happy then i found out he had a GF. but we started talking more and hanging out alot.then he told me that i have the sweetet and softest voice ever. he also said that i had pretty eyes and that when people bug him to date me its starting to work, and that i make his day:) && he also was really sick one day, like throwing upand everything. he tried to hide it from his mom so he could come to school because he said that he wanted to see me. well his gf has been flirting with a bunch of other dudes and hugging all over her ex and she invited him to her party and hung out with him more than she hung out with ryan.and she was showing off in front of him. the next day she went to ryans party and made him really mad.so he said he's about to break up with her... and he's constantly telling me that he's thinking and when i say about what? he says "when your going to be mine" and i said "that depends on you" he said "i know" then i told him "my last bf, i loved him and we dated for 2 years but then he cheated on me and said we got old cuz we were dating too long" and he told me "i'd never do that to you, if we were dating id be very protective of you and wouldnt hurt you in anyway and if any guy tried to hurt you i'd knock him out" im telling you he is the SWEETEST.and he is the first guy i liked since i dated "mike" his realy name is garrett.me and him dated from 6th grade to 8th and he told me i was getting old and cheated on me.so yeah, Ryan actually is the first guy i liked this muchh since 6th grade.and no one understand, when i talk to him and hang out with him it just feels right:) like we were supposed to meet...and all this with garrett was supposed to happen and ryan was meant to be there to help me through it all.i just don't know how to describe this little butterflies in my tummy, they're nothing compared to the way i feel.

Monday, September 15, 2008

from my myspace...im saving it.

you should clickk this link if you want to send me a comment.
hello, im alexis.
i'm 13 years young
i'm an 8th grader at O.J.H.S.
i ♥ music.
i don't know where i'd be without it.
got the best boyfriend ever.
his name is garrett<3
yellow is a pretty rockin color<3
I love to talk so you should hit up tha inbox!!





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It's a work in progress but one broken
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my dad?

okay well, first things first is my bffs dad got me my cell phone.well my dad bought it but its under their dads service and he paid the bills.well my dad and him got in a huuggee fight and my dad made him cut off my phone.about a week later he cut it bakk on but him, his ex wife, and my mom pays for it and said not to tell my dad.btw, i dont live w/ my dad and hes never paid child support and all.well for three weeks my dads been calling my house saying hang in there imma get you a phone but my mom still said not to tell him i have one.well my dad besties daughter and she asks me [[on my myspace]] "is that your cell in your default pic" it was but i told her "no, its my friends.i stole it from her...it was hillarious, you shouldve seen her face." but she goes and tells my dad.so he calls my mom and cusses her out and so she hung up.she called my cell and i didnt answer and she left a voice mail and goes "SO THATS HOW IT IS, MY DAUGHTER LIEING TO HER OWN FATHER, I BEEN TELLIN YOU 3 WEEKS TO HANG ON AND IMMA GET YOU A PHONE AND YOU HAD ONE ALL ALONG.AND HE'S PAYING FOR IT.YOU KNOW WHAT, LET HIM PAY ALL YOUR BILLS, AND CALL HIM DAD.DONT' CALL ME DAD, IM NOT YOUR DAD ANY MORE.IM NOT GIVING YOU ANYMORE MONEY, EVERR AND DONT YOU EVERR CALL OR TALK TO ME AGAIN.." and he said the F word somewhere in there....it made me cry so hard.but i went 13 years without his money or his opions, i don't need it now right? me and my mom get along great without him..right? help, im hurting so bad.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

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Help me rais money for To Write Love On Her Arms.Please join social vibe and help me support this cause.The more points you get, the more money you raise.This cause help prevent suicide.People have said that it can't be done, I think it can, but nobody tries.Help me and everyone else on social vibe raise money and prevent it.





Sunday, August 17, 2008

it tore me inside.

my love? you know? the one i usually always blog about? i call him mike in my blogs? yeah, he broke up with me.i cried and cried you have NO idea..and get this.he did it the DAY before school started.i LOVED him.and he just left and took it all away.i feel like Bella did in New Moon when Edward left=/ my heart feels really hallow and empty.i cant sop from crying.everything i do or see reminds me of him.i cant keep myself together.he keeps asking me to hang out but i cant do that because every time i see him my eyes explode with tears.and he told me that he still loved me but i dont get it.i feel really drowned out..well my heart does.it's like he ripped it right out my body and ran off with it then chopped it up and stomped on it with huge baseball/ football cleats with freakin huge spikes.then he through the pieces in my face and said what now and left me crying in the dark hallway with everyone who hates me watching.although that really didnt happen but it thats how it feels.you just dont understand.i've been dating him for 2 1/2 years.from 6th grade to 8th.and i know that ppl may say tht im too young to fall in love but i cant help it.THERE HAS NEVER BEEN AN AGE ON LOVE.and i DO love him....ALOT and when i was around him he made me soo happy.and yeah we fought alot but who didn't.and when i was in his arms and we were holding hands and hugging..it felt so perfect.like two pieces of a puzzle.and when we kissed..it felt like i was on a cloud and that was the way life was supposed to be.i cant sleep and i cry while lying in my bed because HE is all i think about.pretty soon it's gonna be like New Moon.Everytime i do something dangerous imma here his voice in my head.but there will be a little twist at the end.HE WONT COME BACK!! I thought that i had found my Edward Cullen but i was ALL wrong.i loved him like--like--like a penguin love it's mate...or like EDWARD LOVES BELLA.i thought thats how it would be.because when a penguin has found it's mate, they never part.and Edward and Bella...dont ever let me begin.Now that he is gone, my heart feels really empty and it hurts.and he is all i think about.words cant evem begin to explain how muchh he meant to me.and this hugely long blogger thing...yeah it's not even the beggining..more like the introduction.I watched the Notebook today.YEAH, NOT THE BEST MOVIE TO WATCH AFTER A BREAK UP// he's all i thought about durring the movie....he' all i think about now..and he's all i been thinking about.and i cant stop and it hurts when i do..but it hurts even more when i dont..well i guess thats it.comment pleasee.goodbye=)

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Thursday, August 7, 2008

haircut??

i want some thing like thisss...


BUT MAINLYY LIKE THIS...



mhmm..

Danny Jones-McFly
do you relize how good he looks??
good huh?

whichh??

not using real names here=)

Edward's my best friend.
Mike's my boyfriend.

mkaaay, so here how the story goes..me and mike have been goin out wince 2006 && at frst he was the sweetest thng everr!! buuuut, then i moved to alabama, so we brke up..then i moved back..dnt know whyy.but im jst happy we did.so whn i moved bck we got back togetherr, then idk whyy, but he brke up wth me=/ i was soo depressed..seriously..but i didnt turn emo, i didnt mean tht depressed.befoe tht my friend tld me to chck out ths dude ((edward)) cuz she was gonna go out with him nd i had 2 see if he was good 4 her..so i did, we met we tlked on the phone we became best friends..after me and mike brke up we went out, i broke up with him 2 days later because it was too early..then mike asked me backk out..of course..i said yes.we went out for a while but it wasnt the same..he was kinda mean, a little..and rude..and he would hurt me and i got tired of it...ALL of my friends tld me to dump him, and i had been thinkin bout it for a while..then i called him to do it and he accused me of cheatingg...just because he saw a guy flirtingg with me and hugging me..then we got mad at him then i broke up with him...then i went out with this other dude and he went out with this girll...i broke up with that dude because i missed mike and i'd never see him durring summer..then a week laterr mike broke up with the girl and asked me bakk out..stupid enuff i said yess...so we've been goin out for 2 months and he's been kinda rude and hurtin mee..ya know?? so i tlk to edward about it..and edward likes me soo mch...he tld me tht he would try to tke me..it wa funny..then whn he came to my house to hang..it was me edward and mike..we were at the park and i dug a heart in the sand..and edwatd put my name in it.how sweet=) so thn mike tried to sit on my shlders and then edward tackled him..he did the sme thng when mike tried to get on my shoulders...thy were so jealous of each othr.edward, like proteted me..and i REAALLLYYYY like edward and mike...help me..please??